PARODY
Ha ha ha ha... soooo true

REAL THING

REALLY PEOPLE...
sighhhh... I wish people would just tell the truth instead of...

1. TIPTOERS ...Tiptoeing on eggshells, so there's always this big elephant in the room that never gets dealt with...
   
2. PC~RS ... Saying things that sound PC but aren't actually true at all...
3. CORRECTORS ..."Correct" those who are actually being honest...
4. DEFENDERS ... Defend others who are really, REALLY in the wrong (either because: they are friends with the person they are defending/ They don't want to admit the truth)... Defending them doesn't help anyone.
   
5. DENIERS ... Lie because they don't want to suffer the consequences of their actions (it's okay to be wrong... it's not okay to deny it)
   
6. PUNISH-ERS ... "Punish" people out of their emotions and not admit it (these are the Passive Aggressive & Fake people)
7. MANIPULATORS ... Manipulate others to get ("things" from them /control them)... (same as being a: swindler/ boytoy/ golddigger/ control freak)
   

THIS IS MY ADVICE...
To everyone who just can't be honest, my advice is to just tell the truth: Don't worry about seeming rude & don't be afraid of facing the consequences; Do you know how real your relationship can be if you do? Yes, It will hurt in the beginning, but you will see: others can really be able to respect you in a totally different plane level if you do, and your relationships can become really really deep... so have courage, be honest, and just tell the truth.

MONDAY [ 03/11 ]
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[10:50 am ] LIBRARY INTERNET -
OH YES!~ I have internet access today! ~ I'm at the library, but that’s still better than yesterday when I had nothing, right? I feel so powerful ~ what am I going to do with all this internet?

[ 12:00 pm ] WIFI -
They finally turned on the WIFI!!!  Now I have internet in my Apartment too ~ Holllllaaa~ ♥^o^♥

[ 3:30 pm ] NAP -
I took a bath & a nap and now just woke up; decided that I'm going to go back to the library to study again.

[ 6:25 pm ] SCHOOL IS FUN, KIDS -
Believe it or not ~ I’m actually having fun reading these books & studying right now (I guess I'm not as stupid as I thought ~) I’m on Catholic Reformation, Protestants, the Different Creeds, Vaticans, and Icons.

[ 7:05 pm ] LONGER THAN I HOPED -
Yikes stripes; Studying is taking a lot longer than I hoped ~ I still got a lot to read ~ Gosh, it's already 7:00pm ~ & the last day I can take my online test is tomorrow. I think I gonna buy some lattes to keep myself up and studying (that doesn't count as eating right?) ~ hopefully they won't keep me all bloated & fart-y tonight but we’ll see ^o^

[ 8:00 pm ] FART-Y
Actually... I am pretty bloated & fart-y now (thank you lattes) >'''<+

[ 8:30 pm ] INTERNET KRYPTONITE
... and I'm getting distracted by the internet ~ Maybe having too much internet a bad thing... I'm sorry internet: I l♥ve you ~ but maybe- maybe its better I don't have you to distract me today; OMG ~ stop blogging now ~ >^<+

I hung out with my cousin last week, and because we’re creative people, he challenged me to work hard on my talents, invest in them and do my best, so that I pursue my dreams and make them big.

What are my dreams?
I want to own a soft bed, with an Egyptian-Cotton-Down-Comforter (& some body pillows), so my sleeping experiences will be the best every night; I’d like to have a pretty comfortable apartment: close to romantic little parks, shops, and restaurants, so it always feels a little busy, but peaceful & safe enough to take quiet walks alone; I want to own pets I can love & cherish (a cat and a bunny); (and though I am too proud to admit this) I want to fall deeply in love with somebody worthy of my affection: someone whose eyes I can stare into, as he stares into mine.

As for my more exalted dreams
I want to write songs that can make the people think about the world & it's troubles; and I want to paint large paintings that people can look at and feel a great sense of sublime when viewing them; I want to perform in front of audiences, and feel the stage lights on my skin as I express my soul & my everything: Singing my lungs out, dancing my muscles out & acting everything, giving everything (my blood, my sweat, my tears); so that I can feel the pain of that glorious opening night: & also, I want to be gorgeous: devastatingly & drop dead.

Goals...
Since my dreams are out there for the world to see (of for all 5 of you xanga readers ^^); I should make some dreams come true, right? Thanks Cousin for the inspiration; I better start savings account for those pillows ^^

TRYING TO RECOVER
I spent the entire night being super angry, all the way from 12- 6 AM ( I couldn't sleep so I just stayed awake at an internet cafe, and just fill my head with something other than my rage); Right now, I'm just trying to recover: I'm listening to Glee Music at the loudest volume setting that these speakers & earphones will let me, and I think I gonna get myself fat on McDonald's to calm down again (last night, I ate a Super sized Bigmac Meal & a side of 6 pieced nuggets because I felt so horrible).


DAMN IT, DAMN IT
My heart is thumping, my stressed out body is causing my lungs to hyperventilate, and I'm getting a migraine in between my eyes and on the top of my head; I imagine this is what a mini heart attack must feel like; Please just recover... just recover; why do I have such a bad temper?